After avoiding it for the whole day, I finally brought myself to watch the divorce video. These two are my friends, my YouTube mom and dad, my family. When we first started YouTube and walked into this fire, we never knew what it’d take away from us. And clearly, it has taken a lot. I’ve never spoken to Ryan and Sylvia about it because I just don’t know how to.
Ryan and Sylvia, I know this is for the better but it makes me sad things will never be the same again. We will never hang out for suppers stoning talking about random deep stuff, going on trips together, or me just being in the middle of your awkward arguments, or looking into a future where we can all live in the same neighborhood and giving me the key to your house so I can steal your equipment. Memories as such mean the world to me especially during times when we had nothing but friendship. As a couple, things may not have worked out but you are amazing individuals to me and I hope no one takes that away from you because of this.
Regardless of all of this, nothing matters but YOUR HAPPINESS and I respect your decision. I hope all the fans will respect it too.
Without you guidance and love, I would never be where I am today. I love you both so so much @ryanxgo @sylsylnoc 💖 To new beginnings.
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